May 2009
28 posts
Ridiculous!
So, I have this “friend” who recently moved away to another city. I say “recently” but it’s been about a year. We keep in good contact and he’s been back to visit a few times. His main issue over the past six or so years that I’ve known him has been his lack of social skills. I’ve TRIED helping him out, introducing him to people, etc. His problem...
Confession:
I really enjoyed the Twilight series.
And I don’t care how shitty you think those books are. I know what I like.
I had this long post written out and then I accidently closed the tab, and lost it all.
I’ll just say this: I’m leading a busy life lately, lots going on. Today is a big day for me!
Wish me luck!
Horoscope for tomorrow, May 17th (via horoscope.com):
Slowly improving influences should start being noticeable from today. What you can look forward to is a gradual improvement in emotional matters, including romance, so if you’re single you certainly shouldn’t waste a moment of the positive vibes; someone somewhere is interested!
This looks promising!
Concentration.
Today, I will not think about you. I will not cry or pout or whine. I will not restrain myself from calling or texting you because I will not have that urge. Instead, I’m going to concentrate on my to-do list for today:
Jazz history class
Taking a girl from work to see puppies that a friend of mine has for sale
Accounting class
No self-loathing!
Cleaning out my car, and possibly...
“You can erase someone from your mind. Getting them out of your heart is another...”
– Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (via ventisette) (via rumpledoodles)
Ain’t that the truth…
I’ve come to terms with the fact that you won’t be calling or texting me tomorrow… And I probably won’t be seeing or talking to you for a long time, if at all.
Who knows… Maybe I’m being overdramatic about this. Maybe I’m looking at too much of the negative side to see the positive. But, I doubt that.
Tomorrow is going to be a long, hard day. I need...
Anberlin - Dismantle.Repair
Absolutely loving...
Before I go to bed, I've settled on 5 colleges:
[all are CSUs]
Fullerton
Monterey Bay
Northridge
Fresno
East Bay
Honestly, Monterey and Fresno are my easy-ins. Although I’m REALLY pulling for Fullerton or Northridge. My original plan was to stay close to home (Fresno being an hour away, and Monterey being just over two…East Bay is close, too) but now I just want to get the fuck away from this place and far away as...
It's 9:30 PST and I'm going to bed.
FUCK being awake.
fixing shattered pieces
I’ve decided that I’m going to be okay, regardless of the events that led up to this era of depression I’m now in. I just need to keep my mind busy, keep my hands busy, keep concentrating on things that don’t involve him.
Yeah, I messed up. Major. But I’m not going to let this overcome me. I am stronger than this. I can make it through. The only logical...
Forever sorry.
I stab and then twist the knife; no one ever said this would be perfect. I wish I could take it back, heal the wounds I’ve created. I never wanted to hurt you… I never wanted any of this. I feel so horrible about this. I want to take it all back…
I want the old us back. Remember, the good times? Just you and I, spending time together, holding hands. Remember that Arizona sunset?...
waking up...
…with a start, your heart racing, not remembering the dream you just had…
not really good. my heart rate hasn’t slowed.
my only conclusion is that i must have been dreaming that i was a vampire. and only because i’m disgustingly obsessed with Twilight right now. i can’t put these books down. it’s awful.
yes, i’m one of those people.
but, only about...
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The Goose Hero.
My friend told me this cute, goose-related story tonight and I couldn’t help but share…
My friend Brandon was walking from the train station on his way to work (about a mile). He was going down the side of a busy street and he sees two full-grown geese and three goslings (or goose-lings, as he put it) trying to cross the road. Now, it’s a busy street, and these cars are going...
Florence & the Machine - Kiss with a Fist A...
So, my dad just called me...
Dad: Hey, what are you doing?
Me: Uh...homework?
Dad: Good girl! It's Cinco de Drinko and you're doing homework! That's great!
[Let me just say, I had no plans of going out tonight. At all. Beer is a weekend thaaaang, not middle of the week business. But, I did find my dad's reaction funny.]
Breathe Carolina - With or Without You (U2 cover)
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